FrancescaFiore

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Member Since: 5/31/2001
Total Mixes: 60
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CD | Mixed Genre
CD | Theme - Depression

We work our way around each other

Artist Song Buy
Gemma Hayes  Back of My Hand  buy on itunes
Tears for Fears  Head Over Heels  buy on itunes
Big Head Todd & the Monsters  Bittersweet  buy on itunes
The Beatles  Don't Let Me Down  buy on itunes
Doves  Satellites  buy on itunes
Crowded House  Fall at Your Feet  buy on itunes
The Sheila Divine  Every Year  buy on itunes
Dashboard Confessional  Hands Down  buy on itunes
Ed Harcourt  Apple of My Eye  buy on itunes
Shea Seger  Clutch  buy on itunes
Jeff Buckley  Your Flesh is So Nice  buy on itunes
Bright Eyes  Lover I Don't Have to Love  buy on itunes
Elbow  Asleep in the Back  buy on itunes
Beth Orton & Ryan Adams  Concrete Sky  buy on itunes
Get Up Kids  Overdue  buy on itunes
Bernard Butler  Not Alone  buy on itunes

Comment:

I don't know if narrative is an appropriate classification for this, but it kind of morphed into one. This mix started out as me feeling sorry for myself because I continue to allow this guy to hurt my feelings. I HAD kind of considered him a friend, but I'm trying to rethink that. I haven't known him for very long and when we first met he was super cool and he made me laugh and we flirted a LOT and we had lots of fun. Then something happened and now he's totally different. He tends to ignore me and crazy though it seems, it hurts my feelings. But I can't help this completely undeserved, ill advised affection I have for him. It'd be easier to get over it if I didn't keep catching him watching me when I see him out, but not in a stalker kind of way- in that forlorn way that says I screwed up royally but I'm a guy and I'm too stupid to admit it so I'll just treat you like crap.

Anyway... this mix ended up with a kind of "I love him, I hate him, I'm over him" feel to it, at least for me. I'm actually pretty pleased with it. The title is from the Big Head Todd song and actually applies to the mix and to my life right now. This whole "acquaintanceship" is pretty much made up of us working our ways around each other. I have a crush on him, I'm about 95% sure that he likes me too, but neither of us is going to say anything. It's all very high school. We just spend our time together trying not to pay attention to the other while simultaneously attempting to attract the other's attention. It's really a sad situation now that I see it in print. But that's how it is. Thanks for letting me vent, kids.

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AdamJ1
Date: 9/24/2003
Very nice! I think "Walking On The Spot" by Crowded House would have worked, too. Hang in there...

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