Artist	Song
Eve 6	Inside out
Matchbox Twenty	Disease
Foo Fighters	Breakdown
Sunscreem	Who will love me now
Tracy Bonham	Brain crack
Artificial Joy Club	Skywriting
Avril Lavigne	Losing grip
Enigma	Age of loneliness
Frou Frou	Psychobabble
Rob Thomas	This is how a heart breaks
Avril Lavigne	Unwanted
Berlin	Steps
Poe	Angry Johnny
The Cars	Bye bye love
Dead or Alive	Brand new lover

Comment:

This was made at the onset of my divorce, made around august 2005. When the 'Had it up to here' mix was made, things were getting bad. When this was made, it was really over and things got even worse - so I was stuck with all these crazy feelings of anger, desperation and depression. My brain did feel like it was cracking at times .... I was ready for it to be over, but I was stuck with him for some time until he had the money to leave. Very frustrating. I'm sure that there were a lot of other songs that could've been better or worked as well, but these were the ones I had access to. The angry songs really helped to release some of the anger, I played this in my car, really loud, a lot!
And then, luckily, as per the last song: I did find a brand new lover! Who I am totally happy with now.

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