How to overdose without hating yourself in the morning

Artist Song
Julie Ruin  V.G.I 
MC Frontalot  Mountain Kind 
The Magnetic Fields  Take Ecstasy With Me 
Broken Social Scene  Fire Eye'd Boy 
The Organ  Love, Love, Love 
The Flaming Lips  Do You Realize (Postal Service Remix) 
Rufus Wainwright  My Phone's On Vibrate For You 
The Organ  Memorize the City (Simon Bookish Remix) 
Mixel Pixel  Mantis Rock 
The Walkmen  The Rat 
The Vaselines  The Day I Was A Horse 
Modest Mouse  Karma Payment Plan  
Regina Spektor  That Time 
Placebo  Special Needs 
Radiohead  High and Dry 
Rufus Wainwright  Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk 
Angus and Julia Stone  Chocolates and Cigarettes 

Comment:

This is the mixtape to my springbreak which has included massive amounts of money spent on cocaine and bud, smoking in backseats, trips to Austin, falling in lust/life/tender infatuation with a drugged-up sweet boy, partying, sleeping, and crashing my friend's car while driving without a license and high on cocaine and Ambien in an attempt to get to the safety of aforementioned adorable boy's house and having the police search my purse to find pills and a straw with cocaine residue in it and then having my stomach pumped in a hospital room with a purple gorilla on the door.
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Feedback:

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Mixxer
Date: 3/16/2007
Yes, people need to realize the dangers of Ambien. Hope you are OK.
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Chris_James0
Date: 3/16/2007
Not sure if you're a fan of alt. country, but check out Handsome Family's "Weightless Again." I think you can relate.
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Rob Conroy
Date: 3/16/2007
Do you in some completely fucked-up, offensive way think that the activities described in your notes are "cool" or worthwhile? I'm assuming that you do or you wouldn't bother posting it in a public forum for all to see.
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Linnea
Date: 3/16/2007
No. I don't think they're cool. Doing drugs is a personal matter but driving while under the influence of them is not impressive. It's stupid. When I began to drive my intention was to avoid endangering my friend or the people around us. I didn't think the Ambien had taken affect and I was scared to let him drive. But I don't shy away from my own stupidity or mistakes and while I may have seemed flippant about the situation that's just how I talk about basically every situation in my life.
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Linnea
Date: 3/16/2007
Chris_James0:

Thank you so much for the recommendation. I looked up the lyrics and I love them as well as those of the other songs I checked out. Now I have something to look into while I'm in my house reassessing my life and feeling like an ass. :)
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Linnea
Date: 3/16/2007
Mixxer: Thank you. I'm fine. Yeah, I had no idea I would react so strongly to it but it might have just been a bad combination with the Lithium and Adderall I take. :/

Prescription drugs are crazy.
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nervous breakdance
Date: 3/19/2007
Yay for A&J Stone!

But yes, prescription drugs are crazy - almost as crazy as illicit ones!