everything i ever needed was everything you couldn't be.

Artist Song
the spill canvas  polygraph, right now!  
brandtson  in the pills 
rise against  blood to bleed 
alkaline trio  radio 
paramore  for a pessimist i'm pretty optimistic 
taking back sunday  the blue channel 
benton falls  fighting starlight 
emery  playing with fire 
knapsack  change is all the rage 
lagwagon  wind in your sail 
jawbreaker  jet black 
glassjaw  lovebites and razorlines 
brand new  okay i believe you, but my tommy gun don't 
mewithoutyou  the cure for pain 
jets to brazil  i typed for miles 

Comment:

60 minutes; for stephen. he was my first love. after two and a half years of being married, my husband left me three weeks ago for a married woman. but not before cheating on me with seven different people and telling me he still loves me and always will. something like that kind of kills the meaning of all the "i'm sorry" lines he fed me. i filed for divorce today. this is a statement of how i feel. i'm over feeling sad. i'm mostly just enraged.
"we're so close, it's scaring me. we're so tight, we're enemies. we're so wrong, it's scandalous. we're so fucked, just hold me."

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anthony lombardi
Date: 6/23/2008
let me reiterate how absolutely horrifyingly sorry i am about what's happened, i really empathize with you right now - as for the mix, this is absolutely heart-breaking. with every end, there is a beginning though - keep your chin up, & if you need to talk, you can always e-mail me.
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njr
Date: 6/24/2008
Shocking and dreadful! You don't deserve such treatment. Hope your good friend Allison is with you now. As a.l. says below, you can always e-mail me, too. Venting helps. God bless you!
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KathrynandRupert
Date: 6/24/2008
Strange way to love someone. Something similar happened to me with my soon to be ex wife (not Kathryn) so I can empathise and sympathise. Wish you all the best.
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Rebel Princess
Date: 6/24/2008
I was just about to post a comment on how beautifully sad the title is, and then I read your comment. It shocks me how people can treat others that way, I'm very sorry you had to be on the receiving end.
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ash.
Date: 6/24/2008
dear god, i am so sorry. this is staggeringly amazing, for what it's worth.
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arktical
Date: 6/24/2008
I'm so very sorry. Hang it there, things will get better.
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fritz1
Date: 6/24/2008
really sorry to hear it. at the very least, you've got a great mix to help you through this difficult time. let me know if i can be of any help.
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MarkSmith
Date: 6/24/2008
as Neil said "don't let it bring you down, it's only castles burning, find someone who's turning and you will come around"
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avocado rabbit
Date: 6/24/2008
Something Don Henley said once about making his best music in times of being sad, mad, etc. comes to mind. Sorry for your pain, but your mixes will probably go to a higher level than ever, and they were right up there before this happened.
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doowad
Date: 6/25/2008
I second everyone's sentiment, especially Rebel Princess'. Bring your pain and misery into the Church of AOTM.
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gabechouinard
Date: 6/25/2008
Oh, man, not only can I relate.... but, yeah. There's just no words. All I've got as advice is you're WAY better off now. Believe it.
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musicgnome
Date: 6/28/2008
Umm, worried as to what would have done if he didn't care for you. Unreal.Sympathies.5 Stars for the days that await you.
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Media Vixen: Radio Sally
Date: 6/28/2008
Tears and goosebumps for you. "Hang in there" is paltry support, but it is meant.