wounds that [can't/won't/don't want to] heal

Artist Song
Moby  Porcelain  
Aerosmith  Cryin'  
The Cure  Just Like Heaven  
Lisa Loeb  Stay 
Incubus  Pardon Me (acoustic) 
Alice in Chains  down in a hole (unplugged) 
Getup Kids  Don't Hate Me 
Jimmy Eat World  A Sunday  
Black Lab  She Loves Me  
Juliana Theory  If I Told You this was Killing 
Midtown  No Place Feels Like Home  
Creeper Lagoon  Chance of a Lifetime  
Dashboard Confessional  The Sharp Hint of New Tears  
Fleetwood Mac  Landslide  
U2  With or Without You  
Elliott Smith  Miss Misery  
Further Seems Forever  New Years Project  
Bush  Comedown  
Smashing Pumpkins  Daphne Descends  


over thanksgiving break i stayed with one of my best friends. during those 5 days i realized that i think i'm in love with her, so the day we got back to school i asked her out (on a sunday). i figured that best case scenario we go out, worst case she says no and i deal. so finally, on tuesday night she came over and said that she wasn't ready for that intense a relationship yet - she said that she could actually see us getting married, and that frightened her. i was handling it pretty well... until she left my apartment. it was at this point that i broke down and the hurt set in. i've had my share of heartbreak in my time, but that really left me devastated. so after crying for a while (not your big-girl-we're-out-of-ice-cream crying, i mean REALLY crying) i did what any emo-at-heart would do: make a mix cd. today was the first time i've spoken to her since that night, briefly on IM because despite the fact that i dont think i could handle seeing her, i still really miss her. the only question left is do i give her a copy of the mix?


Dougie Fresh
Date: 11/30/2001
Sheeow, I know this mix all too well. Anything mix that starts with "Porcelain" is bad juju. I wouldn't give her this one just yet. Instead, I'd whip up a slightly more positive, "c'mon take a chance" kind of mix, with maybe a couple of these tracks (the more subtle ones) slipped in. She might come around in the next several weeks on her own, so a gentle coaxing mix would be more in order. Just my opinion, of course!
Geoffrey Holland
Date: 11/30/2001
deke her out with a super happy feel good mix...no break up songs or anything like that....it'll confuse the heck out of her!!
Dougie Fresh
Date: 12/3/2001
Yeah, what Geoff said!