Artist	Song
Teenage Fanclub	Dumb Dumb Dumb
Wheatus	Teenage Dirtbag
Nine Inch Nails	Fragile
Moby	Extreme Ways
Idlewild	American Dream
Pedro The Lion	Mind of Her Own
Of Montreal	Neat Little Domestic Life
Massive Attack w/Liz Fraser	Tear Drop
Matchbox 20	Push
Elliott Smith	Everything Means Nothing To Me
Radiohead	High and Dry
Ben Harper	Another Lonely Day
The Monkees	Writing Wrongs
Aerosmith	Last Child
Pink Floyd	Mother
Foo Fighters	See You
Oasis	Wonderwall
Coldplay	Everything's Not Lost
Macy Gray	Why Didn't You Call Me
The Posies	Friendship of the Future

Comment:

This mix is chock full of mixed feelings. I had a huge fight with my mother yesterday morning about my senior recital. I wanted my real father to come, and I told her that....and she gave me an awful ultimatum:if he came, none of her or my step-dad's family would come(including them).If they came, he couldn't come. And so basically she's making me choose between my parents.

I hate this.It hurts.I hardly think it's reasonable of her to do this to me.And I have to make a decision by February 1st. The first big chunk of this mix is the anger and hurt I have towards my mom, and the last couple of songs are about my dad, who I haven't seen in 4 years.He's been a bad father, but he's still my dad,you know?I want him to see the last big recital I do before I go to college and never come back to the East Coast again. He's done a lot of bad, illegal things,but I'm trying to move on. I want to form a relationship with him again. I guess I sort of see this as trying to be friends with an ex-boyfriend.Trying to be friends is hard, but if it works,it's generally great. So I'm giving it a shot. I love my dad,through all of this.

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