Artist	Song
the smiths	there is a light that never goes out
paul simon	further to fly
bob dylan	you're gonna make me lonesome when you go
the beatles	your mother should know
belle and sebastian	seeing other people
yo la tengo	big sky
the supremes	where did our love go?
califone	don't let me die nervous
elliott smith	sweet adeline
the kinks	wait til summer comes along
the yardbirds	putty (in your hands)
modest mouse	dramamine
the microphones	i felt your shape
the pixies	hey

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This has a purpose which is understood by who needs to understand. It was made and given with more love than is obvious. Things are looking up.

1. Arriving in California, content
2. "There may come a time when I will lose you..." Sun Valley, Idaho
3. Self-explanatory
4. John Lennon sang this song in a dream of mine
5. "If I remain passive and you just want to cuddle..." Fakin' it
6. "When I feel that the world is too much for me I think of the big sky and nothing matters much to me" fooling myself, but calm, content
7. Self-explanatory lyrics, shock, thinking in a dated way about love, not coping, fear of being alone
8. Ceaseless anxiety
9. Self loathing, anger
10. "I've been crying all the winter... wondering what I did wrong" despair, hope, wallowing in despair
11. Submission, wanting to fix everything without realizing why I should
12. "I still can't focus on anything, we kiss on the mouth but still cough down our sleeves" anger at things feeling forced, fake
13. "Really all I felt was falsely strong, I held on tight and closed my eyes, it was dumb..." behaviors coming to light
14. The picture of "us" that I keep

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