Side A
Artist	Song
the blur	coffee and tv
kate bush	rocket man
lifehouse	hanging by a moment (acoustic)
wilco	jesus, etc.
the smiths	please please please let me get what i want
switchfoot	let that be enough
travis	writing to reach you
further seems forever	snowbirds and townies
ok go	shortly before the end
the all american rejects	swing swing
dave matthews band	crash into me
radiohead	there there
something corporate	walking by
death cab for cutie	movie script ending
ryan adams	when the stars go blue
the postal service	district sleeps alone tonight
unwritten law	rest of my life (acoustic)
pete yorn	lose you
weezer	say it ain't so
Side B
Artist	Song	Buy
"so we can start over again"	driving with him and new beginnings
"and i think it's gonna be a long long time"	i wish it would be a long long time but he's unpredictable
"And I don't know what I'm diving into"	don't know how it'll turn out
"You can rely on me honey"	because i'll be here, i guess
"so please please please let me get what i want this time"	let it turn out the way i want it to
"let me know that you love me, let that be enough"	it'd be enough if he somehow let me know he really cared
"i want to teach you, about you, but that's not you"	trying to understand him
"and we get burned in summer's sun"	because previously he wanted the "summer off" basically and he changed his mind
"How long did we all think this all would last"	i'm not counting on anything long term
"Can you help me find a way to carry on again"	get me back to normal, damnit
"Lost for you I'm so lost for you"	quite sad, but true
"we are accidents waiting, waiting to happen"	it can't possibly last, can it?
"And these nights I get high just from breathing"	happiness! constant butterflies
"you can't begin to get it back"	the hint of doubt
"Are you happy now?"	because he's a pain in the ass (i say this in fondness, i promise)
"i am finally seeing that i was the one worth leaving"	maybe it ended for a reason, so it would get better
"please comfort me before i go insane"	my paranoia. afraid of another shortlived stint
"If I'm gonna lose you i'll lose you now for good"	this is it. the last time i'll let it happen. no matter how much as it hurts.
"your drug is a heartbreaker"	i'm addicted and i venture a guess that he knows it

Comment:

this is kinda a follow up to my previous mix, i'm only hearing negative, no no no - bad. some of the same artists and a continuation of the dilemma. this truly cannot be a healthy relationship. could turn out to be a stupid mistake, getting back together, but i can't help the way i feel. we'll see what happens. if he screws me over again i already have an assistant in plotting his downfall. hey, what're friends for?

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