tracklisting created 27-29 september 2002, a weekend of vodka, chainsmoking, and self-pity. every song fit perfectly, at the time. eleven months make a lot of difference.

The standard lines were used, but I know she still loves me, and I love her. Distance is our worst enemy, but the last page of our story has not been written. Many a token breakup song is included, as  …

i'm resigned to that

This mix shows mixed emotions. Go figure. Its one of those either "I am so mad" or "we shouldn't be apart" but yeah. I don't need to get into it. Don't make fun of my Justin Timberlake either. He fucki …

cliche, perhaps. but every word true. the emotional trip i started about a year ago, when i knew it was coming to an end, detailing all the usual subsequent emotions

My sister broke up with her boyfriend on Friday. I broke up with mine on Tuesday. I figure we can both wallow in our misery listening to this. NB: Rescue Blues is the Q Division Demos version, not the  …

girl + boy meet. girl + boy think each other cute. girl + boy bond over love of 'ride'. girl + boy go out. boy tells girl about 'issues'. girl listens but thinks love will conquer all. girl falls for b …

Yeah, more angst over the same guy. The first songs are more tailored to the situation(and all very girl pop-music), the rest are just meditations on the general sadness of love, lust, and life.