I created this mix today, 8 Dec 2003, after having the last idealistic parts of my soul crushed. Its so sobering an experience to realize life is disgusting. Everything around YOU is completely fake. T …

Get a large coffee and a nice yummy pack of ciggs....Hmmmmmm...Wintertime coffee, ciggs, and beautiful depressing music.

My grandmother is fading, not recovering from her surgery. 86 strong years. She raised me and my sister, and our two cousins, as well as her own children. She's under sedation now. I'm the whipped dog. …

This is a mix to listen to you when you're tired, kinda sad, kinda down, mellowed out, etc. Nice and mellow and sad.

Merry Christmas Liz, wherever you are. :-/

bittersweet in a few ways...

my first tribute mix. rest in peace elliott smith.