Originally this was supposed to be a collection of songs to facilitate getting plastered and passing out... Somewhere it became yet another in a long line of lonely empty lives colliding on a mix tape.

The title comes from Survivor by Chuck Palahniuk. I made this mix to mingle melancholy and despair, but I ended it with Lennon to give myself a little hope.

for my oldest friend. thanks to laura akers for several of these songs.

this c.d. is payback. the boy that i had in mind when i made all of the other mix-tapes isn't getting any of them. he is getting this. because he is a bastard and got the sign stuck in my head. mwahaha …

All the lyrics are somewhat depressed, but therapeutically so...and the music is generally low key, which is always good when you just want to lie down and wallow in new depths of self-pity

Best sad song mix ever. Trust me.

I smoked 60 cigarettes in three hours for you...

Starts off with a bang- ends with a whimper.