Artist	Song
great expectations	what is it like not to feel anything?
bright eyes	february 15th
pedro the lion	the longest winter
ani difranco	so what
trembling blue stars	made for each other
u2	with and without you
sinead o'connor	nothing compares to you
get up kids	anne arbor
dashboard confessional	ender will save us all
ani difranco	sick of me
elliott smith	alameda
backstreet boys	set adrift on memory bliss
stevie nicks	landslide
dream	I miss you like crazy
trenbling blue stars	letter never sent
good will hunting	someone who could level you with their eyes

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the break up songs, just so I can make myself feel worse than I already do, I guess. um. explanations: #1. he asked me once, how I could be so cruel. and now even I wonder the same thing. this simply rung true about me #2. "sorry about the phone call and needing you / I guess it's just like breathing and not wanting to / yea, some decisions you don't make" I wrote him a letter the day after the final fight of ours. I couldn't help it, even though I'd originally told him to 'leave me totally alone' #3. this song is just really, really -sad- and I guess it matches my mood #4. "and you're trying hard to figure out just exactly how you feel, before you end up parked and sobbing; forehead on the steering wheel" I do this so much, just try to -think- and always end up in tears #5. "they both know how there's going to be no happy ending" I guess I always KNEW somehow it would crash + burn like it did... we were best friends but some relationships are just friggin' doomed #6. a lot of the time we were together I was wanting to leave him, and now that I did, all I can do is want to somehow fix things and try again #7. oh this is just too obvious, yes? I'm getting really cliche now #8. "I'll bet you never knew, with a letter came a fool for you" I wrote him a letter the day after the final fight, and I tried to apologize for it being public and so nasty, but you know... I guess I was hoping he'd come back around to see me #9. "it's hard to believe that I would let myself get so wrapped up in you" well yes. I always swore I'd be the strong 'aloof' one but hey. that obviously didn't happen #10. "and I say, I'm sorry I'm so crazy, I am astounded by your patience" I did tell him this once... he was so loving + caring even though I was so awful + disagreeable #11. "nobody broke your heart, you broke your own, cos you can't finish what you start" it's true. I basically -did- break my own heart, all because I cannot handle love at all, I'm so afraid of giving myself completely that I freeze up and back away #12. "I bet you say that I don't care, I bet you say that I don't even think of you / but god knows how wrong you are" I highly doubt he knows how much I miss him + how I wish we could start over. I'm not really a backstreet boys fan, not my type of music, but.. this song and a bside of their's: where can we go from here (I can't find this anymore, alas) #13. "well I've been afraid of changing cos I've built my life around you" I'm trying to move on... it's strange. it's different + not too easy #14. I am such a dream fan. this from a girl who listens to mostly emo and indie. BUT dream is just sweet. this song is SO self explanatory + cliche #15. only for me, it was the letter SENT... and it's true, I'm sure he still has feelings for me and it makes me SO much harder #16. I thought this was a lovely quote, and it's long + I'm too lazy to print it all out. but, it's very sweet. -------- [ the title is from said backstreet boys song, which I HOPE to find so I can put it on here as well... it just matches my mood, is all ]

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