Artist	Song
Evanescence	My Immortal
Coldplay	Trouble
Jim Croce	New York's Not My Home
Mojave 3	She Broke You So Softly
Beck	Guess I'm Doing Fine
Belle & Sebastian	Fuck This Shit
Ben Folds Five	Smoke
Joy Drop	Cocoon
Stone Sour	Bother
Duncan Sheik	Half-Life
Matthew Sweet	Nothing Lasts
Ben Harper	Another Lonely Day
Badly Drawn Boy	The Shining (Inst. Intro.)
Travis	Luv
Arco	Alien
Red House Painters	I'm Sorry
Elliott Smith	Everything Reminds Me Of Her
Jets To Brazil	Empty Picture Frame
Eels	It's A Motherfucker
Prayer For Cleansing	Sleep Eternal

Comment:

A two day forced venture into the realms of attempted catharsis spawned this, a CD I've been meaning to make for a long time. Attempting to reopen your own old wounds, and finding you just can't get enough of a grip on the scab no matter how hard you and the universe try, never sinking below that mildly despondent melancholly with a wistful gleam in eyes reliving the past, is an annoying thing. At any rate, I find myself dangerously near the 6 months later mark. I truly loved her. I truly love her still. I know, however, that life will go on...sadder, perhaps wiser, and much more jaded and untrusting.

Love and discord,
Venihilistic.

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