Member Since: 3/6/2000
Total Mixes: 10
Total Feedback: 5

Other Mixes By Brixius

CD | Theme - Depression
CD | Mixed Genre
CD | Mixed Genre
CD | Theme

Tired of the Game

Artist Song
Evanescence  My Immortal 
Coldplay  Trouble 
Jim Croce  New York's Not My Home 
Mojave 3  She Broke You So Softly 
Beck  Guess I'm Doing Fine 
Belle & Sebastian  Fuck This Shit 
Ben Folds Five  Smoke 
Joy Drop  Cocoon 
Stone Sour  Bother 
Duncan Sheik  Half-Life 
Matthew Sweet  Nothing Lasts 
Ben Harper  Another Lonely Day 
Badly Drawn Boy  The Shining (Inst. Intro.) 
Travis  Luv 
Arco  Alien 
Red House Painters  I'm Sorry 
Elliott Smith  Everything Reminds Me Of Her 
Jets To Brazil  Empty Picture Frame 
Eels  It's A Motherfucker 
Prayer For Cleansing  Sleep Eternal 


A two day forced venture into the realms of attempted catharsis spawned this, a CD I've been meaning to make for a long time. Attempting to reopen your own old wounds, and finding you just can't get enough of a grip on the scab no matter how hard you and the universe try, never sinking below that mildly despondent melancholly with a wistful gleam in eyes reliving the past, is an annoying thing. At any rate, I find myself dangerously near the 6 months later mark. I truly loved her. I truly love her still. I know, however, that life will go on...sadder, perhaps wiser, and much more jaded and untrusting.

Love and discord,


abigail dice1
Date: 5/3/2003
so very beautiful, the songs that I know. that Ben Harper song just kills me. sorry to hear of your situation. much <3 to you. and nice job on the mix.
Date: 5/4/2003
a great B & S song title, but isn't that just some corny instrumental track??
Date: 5/4/2003
a nice mix....forgot to mention that
Date: 5/4/2003
Yeah, #'s 6, 13, and 20 are instrumental. Kinda break it into halfway unintentional sections. That, and I just dug the way the B&S one led into Smoke. I used it before, as a lead in to something else, and it just meshed perfectly. No idea what it was, anymore though.

Maybe I'll try to flesh out the personalities of the sections more directly later on.

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