this is really similar to 'j'avais faim' which is a CD i made at the beginning of the relationship hell that i entered recently. this one is for the end.

It had run its course so it was time to go. 14 months and all that is left is so stuff she didnt want in a bathroom drawer. This one is a way to get up, get over, get out. Good for driving and smoking  …

The continuing saga of my sorry life in mix tape form. This is actually everything I wish I could say to her now if I could but I can't. We're kinda backed up because she still hasn't got the first bre …

So there I was, smoking a wonderfully delicious clove (the sweet taste of immaturely sadomasochistic suffering on the person I love more than anything) and he said something like, "why are you smoking? …

or: "momentary silences caught between the sound of countless crying instruments broken on the ground." I made this for the girl who left me because she needs to be alone. Notice the change of attitude …

This the story of staying in a lousy relationship when it no longer makes sense, and what happens when it's over.

this is not a definitive mixtape, just one tape as a reason to make more.