Em

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Member Since: 8/15/2000
Total Mixes: 37
Total Feedback: 28

Other Mixes By Em

Cassette | Theme
Cassette | Mixed Genre
Cassette | Theme - Road Trip
Cassette | Theme - Break Up

IF I loved you...

Side A
Artist Song
Fleetwood Mac  Go Your Own Way 
Nina Simone  Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood 
Aretha Franklin  Soul Serenade 
The Clash  Train in Vain 
Stevie Nicks  Somebody Stand By Me 
Sarah Vaughan  Body and Soul 
Billie Holiday  That Ole Devil Called Love 
Fiona Apple  I Know 
Side B
ArtistSongBuy
Edwin Starr  War 
Billie Holiday  Them There Eyes 
Aretha Franklin  Baby, Baby, Baby 
Bob Dylan  Temporary Like Achilles 
The Beatles  It's Only Love 
Buena Vista Social Club  Dos Gardenias 
Ani DiFranco  You Had Time 
Sarah Vaughan  If I Loved You 

Comment:

1. "Loving you isn't the right thing to do" and I wish I didn't, but I do. 2. Every word in this song - guilt, confusion, plea - speaks to me. 3. "Everyone but you adores me." "When you're not around there's a lonely sound in my soul serenade." 4. "You didn't stand by me, no, not at all. You must explain why this must be. Did you lie when you spoke to me?" 5. We drive home in the rain, listening to this song and I'm miserable and I think you know but don't care, or don't want to care. "I need someone to stand by me...just one time. I don't understand, you're slipping through my hands. I thought by now I'd know where to let go. All I know is here I am, baby, stand by me." 6. And so, each night after those horrible rehearsals, I'd lay in bed listening to Sarah Vaughan until I reached that point where her beauty outweighed my dumb pain. "My days have grown so lonely. For you I pine, for you, dear, only. Why haven't you seen it?...My life a wreck you're making...I'm all for you, body and soul." 7. I'm someone who's probably just in love with being in love. 8. We're theatre kids, and this is the most gorgeous example of that horrible kind of sacrificial, half-asleep backstage devotion. "If it gets too late for me to wait for you to find you love me and tell me so, it's ok. No need to say it." 9. Because even angsty people need to groove. And we used to laugh about this song. And right now you are "something I despise." 10. Because even angsty people can smile when they hear something as great as this. "I fell in love witchoo the first time I looked into them there" catlike "eyes." 11. I'm definitely lovelorn because of the high Aretha quotient on this mix. We listened to this backstage a few times. I'm a bad masochist. "I hurt myself, I hurt myself." 12. "You know I want your lovin'. Honey, why're you so hard?" 13. So the verses are plain lame on this song, but the chorus is a pop masterpiece. "It's only love and that is all. Why do I feel the way I do?" 14. He's a Spanish student and I tend to get very melodramatic when I'm in pain. 15. The mood of this is perfect for rainy lovelorn resignation. "How can I go home with nothing to say? I know you're going to look at me that way...You will take the heavy stuff and you will drive the car and I'll look out the window and make jokes about the way things are." 16. This whole song is me, but let me choose the very best - "Soon you'd leave me, off you would go in the mist of day, never, never to know how I loved you - if I loved you."

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iso131
Date: 4/12/2001
i am scared to read the comments under here. very, very afraid.
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june seventeen
Date: 4/12/2001
heh..me too. whoa.
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Brandt Fundak1
Date: 4/12/2001
Wow. I think my heart just broke.

This tape could use a few trembling blue stars songs on it just to really drive the point home. "The Letter Never Sent" maybe?

All that being said--this looks like an incredible tape.
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Em
Date: 4/12/2001
Don't worry ladies, I'd be scared too. This was rather an exercise in self-therapy and unfortunately, AOTM seemed the place for it to happen.